Sunday, November 7, 2010

Farewells, never end.

I think i've decided to move to LiveJournal. God knows when i'm coming back to blogger.
My livejournal layout is common and plain. I'm going to leave it that way cause i'm not bothered to change it.

Blogger, i'll miss you.
-deep breath-

It's time for change, baby.

http://twicethejump.livejournal.com/

See you there.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Happy birthday.



On the expense of embarrassing myself, i'd like to wish Sarah Duan Dahlberg and Thaddea Chua a very very happy birthday.
The both of you, ah too many memories to even list down.
I need to meet you two soon!
I miss you!










Saturday, November 7, 2009

And how many times d'you expect me to cry over you?

I had so many bloody thoughts i wanted to put in pen last night while waiting at the bus stop for my dad. But i didn't have any paper or pen. Sucks. ): I should start carrying a paper and pen with me more often.


It's like we're caught up in this never ending cycle. More like i am caught up in it.
Sometimes, you feel as though you have plenty of friends but when you're down and feel as though the whole world is against you and all you want to do is pick up the phone, call someone, and start wailing at them, you can't seem to find one that could actually do the job. It just makes you feel... shittier. Is that even a word.

Anyway, i hate being caught up in this cycle and i hate falling in and out of love over and over again.
Sigh, but i guess that's just life huh.

"You can never actually understand love, but you know, most of the time, you may feel that love actually understands you."

I know it doesn't make sense when you first read it, but then again.. Hmm. Sets you thinking.

I need to break free from alot of things, because sometimes i don't even know how to fucking react to certain things that comes in my way.

I wish last night could've lasted forever. I wished that i should have had more guts to do what i thought of doing last night. But then again.

Grrrrrrrr. I need to go out. Fuck life, fuck love.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Darling we are meant to be.

Yesterday's training.
45x100m
THAT'S IT.
45x100.
But it's fricking tiring i tell you.
My arms are hurting like shit now cause i didn't manage to do the 10x100 kicking.
I did all pulls. AND I DIDN'T REST.
grrrr.
Rachel Siying all slackers. HA HA HA.
some guys also Lol.
As expected, i had my legs cramps when i had on those idiotic flippers.

Anyway thank you bryan for waiting for me for i don't know how long.
And thanks for that letter, though you wrote my chinese name wrongly (you bong)
And we didn't get to say bye properly.
Anyway, looking forward to tomorrow yeahz.
(there i blogged about you, happy. [: )

Tomorrow training again.
I dont wanna go to the office.
Cries.
D:

Period twice a month is fucking abnormal and i hate it.

SilverGoldBlack.

Guess what, i'm in the office. Again.
it's kind of pointless anyway. I went in at about 3, and i am going to leave at like 6 plus.
And i'm not even doing like the company's work.
I'm helping my aunt download christmas carols from the net.
and my aunt warned me countless times on making sure it's legal.

I love holidays.
don't you love it.